untukmu syg...........

17 NOVEMBER 2009

hari ni ak trpaksa pergi dari shah alam dlm masa itu
ak juga g jauh dr org yg palin g ku sayang dlm dunia ni
iaitu noremaziah my future wife sbb ak kne g wat praktikal
kt sriiskandar perak dlm masa 5 minggu.mmg skjp je tp
ni first time kami brjauhan lebeh dr seminggu. yup
it really hard to face coz we really need each other.
from the first day i see her until now my heart never
stop thinking about her and she also same with me
i know.there are no words in da word cant describe our
love.

dh byk kite hdp brsma syg.suka duka,ssh senang,sihat sakit
sume bersama kita hadapi.tp dlm msa 5 minggu ni kite kne
dok jauh sket coz i ada keje nk wat tp pliz dont stop
contact i aw.we need to b together.papa g kejap je kn
syg jgn nangis k.papa syg mama aw.mama jaga dri tau
jgn wat bende yg i xske, mama kne dgr ckp mak and family.
jgn pki mama sorg je coz mama kne pki pasal i jga tau
k syg popo kne g dh ni popo syg mama syg. muahxxxxx..
i love u syg.i miss u so much.

already miss u~~

yesterday...
u went to Perak..
u left me alone here..
how could u do this 2 me???
i miss u badly..
need u.. yes i do...
i cant stay here alone without u..
im lost...
everyday im crying..
keep thinking when all this will b end up..
2 months...
without see u face 2 face..
thru my eyes...
walked together...
holding ur hands...
~i miss u~
the way u look at me..
the way u walked..
the way u make me laught all da time..
the way u hug me..
the way u always make me angry...
~i miss all the time we spent together~
window shopping...
watched muvee...
an xcdent...
in every moment...
sweet n bad..
we face together...
but now...
u r not here wif me...
how am i suppose to live without u???
u ask me not to cry...
but u also do the same...
u know what..
i set in my mind dat u r here..
u not going anywhere...
thats my strengthness...
listen 2 my frends advise...
act like im bz wif my work...
so that make me feel better...
thnx 2 all my frends...
i hope u remember all ur promise 2 me...
dun worry bout me..
coz my heart with u...

i always pray for u...

that u will come back safely...

~i miss u so much syg~

p/s- my tears keep falling when i write this post..

2 cerita dlm 1post...

Da lame ye aku xupdate blog. kalo update pun juz ltak lirik. awal2 buat blog, tiap2 hr update. yela bnde baru la katekn. huhu..WTF! Dat means aku xde mase la. Bz ngan keje n life. Aku keje xdela bgus sgt cm org lain. Juz keje utk lpas blanje dri je. xleh la nk merungut coz study pun mls. huhu.. i admit dat. Dr kecik aku bercita2 nk jd stewardess. Tp dsebabkn aku ni kekurgn inci, xleh la jd. So, aku pgg kate2 ni...'xsemua kte nk kite akn dpt kalo xde usaha'... lgpun someone xbg. aku tau knp die xbg coz nt aku xpk psl die da. keje..keje..keje.. xpela, dlm dunia ni byk lg rezki yg kite leh dptkn. aybe bkn rezki aku dlm bidang ni. So, i have 2 move on. Keje aku skang ni mmg besh. Staff yg sporting,friendly.. bos pun ok. Byk event yg besh2 la. Converse kn. Sponsor byk artis. huhu.. 1 bnde je pk aku nk crik keje lain. GAJI. Aku skang ni hnye menjlnkn rutin harianku. msok keje kol 9, blik kol 6. kol 7.30 smpai umah. huh, padahal dkt je usj 1 ngan usj 10. Skang la masenye aku nk pk mse dpn. xkn aku nk maju hnye dgn mkn gaji je kot?? xmungkin.. sape lg yg nk mjukn kite kalo x dri kite sndri. aku ade pendirian aku sndri. nk usaha smpai bjaye biarpun aku xpndai blaja. Time jd student dlu xpernah kot nk pk psl mse dpn. watpe nk pk?? xde duit msg je mak aku. ckp nk bli buku la ape la.. padahal njoy. Ble da dpt duit pnah nk pk pasal saving?? juh skali. yg aku tau xde duit mintk, njoy bli bnde tah hape2. Duit, pasal duit leh gduh.. pasal duit leh hilang kwn.. pasal duit leh fail paper..huh?? erm.. wuteva.. Paling aku nazak time study dlu time aku xcdnt kt Kuala Perlis. Bapak aku kne gnti kete yg hncur Rm 2600. OMG! mane aku nk crik duit byk 2. nk ckp pe kat mak aku kalo mintk skali Rm 400. Nsib baik kami ade 6 org. SO sekepala RM 400. Nak pecah gak aku memikirknnye. Kat c2 aku leh tau n knal kwn yg ade time aku susah n snang. Wan Yulia BT Ranjan. Roomate aku dlu. Tiap2 kali aku susah die xpenah xtlg. Sbb die ckp aku pjam duit die utk kegunaan dri aku sndri. bkn utk org lain. Insan yg aku pgil 'mak' coz die suke meleter cm mak aku. huhu.. ayat g aku xleh lupe~ noremaziah.. pgi mndi la. jgn dok tdoq ja. jgn jd penyegan nk mndi~huhu..uitm dhati..


Cinta..hurm.. stndd la kn. nk temui true love mmg kne lalui byk dugaan. Disakiti menyakiti mkn hati menjeruk hati. sume la yg bkaitn ngan hati. Smpai kwn aku ckp aku ni jnis cpt muak. So xkn thn lame. Dats not true my frend. Aku xpenah nk menilai org dgn paras rupa. Coz aku tau luaran xkn kekal selamanye. yela, nt da tua kedut gak kn. haha.. Sampai la 1 hari yg mulia ni. aku repply msg dlm tagged sorg mamat ni. Nickname die amirulputra. Mule2 mls nk lyn. (xcaye tnye die brape lame bru aku reply msg die)..oz aku ni mmg pyh nk pcaye laki lpas ape yg aku lalui slame ni. Tp sampai ble??..mule2 tgok pic die. nmpak cam nerd je mamat ni.(jgn mrh pa)..aku plak mmg nk crik org yg skema je..mls da.. Aku pun reply msg die. Coz aku mmg tgh kecewa n need someone to talk 2. Kalo x aku jd gle da kot. Bermula dgm msg kt tagged, kami bertukar YM. Ternyata kami serupa. Masing2 tgh kecewa daa.. HUrm, aku kononnye nk jd die punye kaunselor je. Bg nsihat n smgt kt die yg tgh frust menonggeng 2..haha..Die kate pmpuan ni xleh caye. Aku plak kate laki ni xleh caye. Hbis?? Kami saling xpercaya ke?? Owh tidak. Dr c2 prinsip kami bertukar. xsemua org same. Dr ym bese kami cite pasal ex masing2, kami melangkah setapak dgn webcam tiap2 mlm. Haa.. jtuh cinta lagi. Smpai la die mintk no fon. huh?? Nk bg ke xni?? tp die ckp die juz nk share cte ngan aku coz krdt byk. xtau nk kol sape coz bru break. Perrghh.. xsangke aku mamat ni pndai mengayat. huhu.. Tpuk sbelah tgn xbunyik kn?? so aku pun bg la. Eh?? Leh caye ke die ni.. Aku pun bg. Lpas pd hr die kol 2 aku ingt die xkol da. Yela ckp nk share cte je kan. Since dat day, xpenah missout call babe. Aku pun dgn gediknye tersenyum2 kambing ble die kol o msg. Yela.. Cinta baru. Tp aku agak berwaspada. Coz rmai org ckp sweet hnye pd permulaan bercinta. aku ni mmg mudah nk pk negatif. Tp aku ttp menerima cabaran ni.
...22 JUN 2009- die melamar aku jd gf die. aku trima wpun kami xpenah jmpe.
...4 JULY 2009- Kami berpakat nk jmpe. huhu...
kami kapel mmg b4 jmpe. yela, die tgh praktikal kt Penang. Ble da blik Shah Alam.. kami jmpe. dlm kol 8.30pm die da smpai kt subang mewah. Aku yg dok dr kol 7 bsiap xtntu arah dbuatnye. Tgok2 die da kt public fon umah aku. Punyela aku nk nyorok tp die da nyorok dluu blakg public 2. Xkn aku pun nk nyorokkn. da mcm hindustan lak nanti. So aku trus menuju die. Tu dia, org yg aku kate nerd skang ade dpn mate aku. Kami bersalaman. aku hnye tertunduk malu. Bnde yg aku tertarik time 1st tgok die is his eyes. n then kami bergerak ke Sunway,, jln2.. tgok wyg.. Lpas smgu kami jmpe.. aku n kwn2 nk pg holiday kt langkawi. 9 july 2009. sume bwk partner msing2. so aku mstila bwk die kn. huhu.. kami mengenali dgn lebih rapat dsana. Alhamdulillah, sampai kini kami berthn. Bermcm2 dugaan kami da terima. Aku slalu berdoa agar kami disatukan. Tp kami hnye mampu berusaha n berdoa je. Die pnah ckp yg die xkn kwin ngan org lain slain aku.Ye, aku pun mcm 2. Kalo ape2 jd, aku akn smbung cte2 aku. Membawa dri terbg tnpa pk soal hti n perasaan. Aku harap korg pun doakn la kami agar disatukan. Kami da jmpe fam msing2. Alhamdulillah. Kedua2 belah pihak setuju dgn hubungan kami. Kini kami berserah kepadaNya.~AMIN~

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Syg...

i know how ur feeling rite now..

u feel scared + nervous..

this is bcoz of ur final tomorrow (30th Oct 2009, 8.30am)..

theres nothing easy in this world my dear..

so we have to workhard today to live better in future..

i always give support to u rite...

i also give u time to focus for ur revision..

but when u feel stress..

im here syg..

im here to release your stress...

im here to make u happy..

im here to make u laugh..

im here for u forever...

Last nite, i feel that u really need me..

i dunno why u so so so jelous with my ikan..

huhu..

it juz a game k syg..

better for me rite while waiting for u to focus with ur revision...

u know how much i love u...

u know who am i...

u know what im up to..

u know where my heart is...

u know everything about me..

inside n outside...

so..

no need to worry what people said..

coz my heart with you..

forever.

~AMIN~

dat day....

last week i have alot of time with her...
coz she attanded to her convocation...
alot of memory that we share together...
it start at thursday evening...
i take her from her ofis n go to her fren house..
to see her fren...i happy coz she look hapy dat time..
at night we all together out for dinner near of my house...
then next morning i have a presentation..
as usuall i do not like to prepair any thing,
all my group member work hard to prepair for that..
i just go to see her...
i took a breakfast for her coz i know she hungry...
dat morning she look so beatiful coz she wearing..............
i love she wearing that...
then at 26 oct 2009 she got her srool of her stdy...
i brought her some flower n tedy bear...
she hapy with that thing...
every day until now she still talk about that flower n tedy bear..
i m happy when she happy...........
i love u syg...muahxx

My Convocation

25th october 2009...

early in da morning, i already wake up..

my friend sleep at my house..

7am, we went to Shah Alam..

my mom n my brother came for my convocation..

during in the hall, i sms him...

wake him up..

10 am... he already came..

but, he have to wait until 12 pm..

pity him...

11.45am, all of student walk out from hall..

i cant see all my family members..

i found him first..huhu...

he bought me a bqt of flower with teddy bear..

alleyvit!!

thnx 4 da flower syg..

for da first time in my life..

i got flower..huhu..

i never feel like this before..

u always wanna make me happy..

thnx for all u have done to me papa..

u sacrifice a lot.

~i love you~